I've spent a lot of time in thought lately; coming to terms with abuse and healing. What it all means for me and this behaviour at large. I think I've found an answer.
Nervous system in action: my puppy learns to swim
I feel like I’m on the verge of overheating, fire, and explosion. I get this recurrent thought that if I verge into this short circuit, I will forever be lost there. Like a death sentence or lifetime of insanity. I will explode if I feel out this short circuit.
The more I practice my healing, the more I change my perception of Self, divinity, and soothing. It's not some hierarchal, omnipotent place of achievement.
Peace is scary as f*ck to a traumatized person. How I am slowly finding it after trauma.
If you find the artist of this, please let me know! Hello! The women's online gathering is launching this Sunday at noon UTC-6 time. I would love for you to be there! We are introducing the purpose of these gatherings as well as discussing women's need to belong, especially as they seek answers to heal. … Continue reading Women online gathering launching this sunday!
Witches have to strength and courage to go where many will not; into the depths of despair and suffering to heal it and bring it back to light.
Can you hear her? The little one inside of you screaming for dear life? Many love to call her anxiety. Or hysteria. A common "affliction" of women and girls since the dawn of time. Prone to breaking down over nothing, all of the time. It's a mental disorder, they say. She is broken, they believe. … Continue reading Can you hear her? the one inside of you screaming?
Facing Inner battles of trauma in a new light so we can be free of them. Internalized abuse.
The face of me in a CPTSD flare up. Bulging eyes, tense face, exhausted. I’m stuck in terror. I'm slowly learning how to ride these flashbacks.