Nervous system in action: my puppy learns to swim
I feel like I’m on the verge of overheating, fire, and explosion. I get this recurrent thought that if I verge into this short circuit, I will forever be lost there. Like a death sentence or lifetime of insanity. I will explode if I feel out this short circuit.
Peace is scary as f*ck to a traumatized person. How I am slowly finding it after trauma.
Facing Inner battles of trauma in a new light so we can be free of them. Internalized abuse.