I feel like I'm on the verge of overheating, fire, and explosion. I get this recurrent thought that I will forever be lost if I venture into this short circuit, like a death sentence or lifetime of insanity. I will explode if I feel this out.
Tag: health
A conversation about Self
The more I practice my healing, the more I change my perception of Self, divinity, and soothing. It's not some hierarchal, omnipotent place of achievement.
Peace is scary as f*ck to a traumatized person
Peace is scary as f*ck to a traumatized person. How I am slowly finding it after trauma.
Can you hear her? the one inside of you screaming?
Can you hear her? The little one inside of you screaming for dear life? Many love to call her anxiety. Or hysteria. A common "affliction" of women and girls since the dawn of time. Prone to breaking down over nothing, all of the time. It's a mental disorder, they say. She is broken, they believe. … Continue reading Can you hear her? the one inside of you screaming?
Inner battles I’m so ready to let go of
Facing Inner battles of trauma in a new light so we can be free of them. Internalized abuse.
The face of me in a CPTSD flare up
The face of me in a CPTSD flare up. Bulging eyes, tense face, exhausted. I’m stuck in terror. I'm slowly learning how to ride these flashbacks.
Resilience in the midst of forest fires – Releasing grief
Lying in the lake as the forest fire smoke surrounds me. A moment of grief.
Why freeze when we can feel the rush of survival and then live instead?
We are meant to feel the rush of survival after an attack and then resume to living but we freeze instead. Why?
Riding the overwhelm to relief
My go-to when I'm in the grip of horror.
The wave of life, by Laura Rose.
Trauma suppress life. Healing brings it back. And it's scary at first. But we can learn to ride the waves and find ourselves again. A blog by Laura Rose.